I fed my cat pancakes and she died. Is it considered bestiality to "use" her body?

I mean i havent lost my v-card and i wanna know what its like. i mean i know that i could get sick or a virus or something but im not worried. my cat was always a good cat. i dont think she was throwing HER "cat" at anyone. So i just wanna know. and PLEASE no sarcastic answers because if its not i wanna get going. my girlfriend refuses. she says i should just **** my cat and so she died so why not?